Yeah yeah I think I just buried these feelings with 3 months of bongclouds and now they making their last little bubbly paths to the surface. Pot is bad kids mmkay?

We dated for like a year n a half. We were never that intimate you know? No real love I don't think. But she was just so cute it's been hard to get her stupid cute face out of my head.

I've been starting to see our relationship in a new light though, having "ruminated" on some of our little convos. Clearly she eventually realized that regardless of how well-patterned her clothes were I was never going to take her more seriously than the tastefully decorated little plaything she was. "Do you think you're smarter than me?"
"Uh...." uhhah hahahahah

I always picked the music for her film projects.

It's not there but I know she still sees my name in the credits.



When I find the real pearl she will hear me. Until then I guess I'll keep the entropy of Atman to my Self.