First of all, thank you for your reply.

I don't really know what to do. If I force a decision on her, it might not be equal to the decision she might take when given enough time. Regardless the outcome, I don't think that that is what I want.

That's why I chose to show her how life with the two of us could be.. if we only tried to make it easier for eachother. I'm not doing anything I can't hold up, I'm not buying flowers everyday or skipping work. I'm trying to show her how much I love her.