Thank You Tommy...
So I expected replies like those here...And I know I should be more hmm carefull.So I don't give my heart in 100%.Well I am prepared that it not going to work.As I said,this meeting in june is the "last chance" meeting... My gosh...I would like to be stronger and just say " I quit" ,but I am and always was optimist...So I belive there is still hope...
If I could I would run to Mexico,start new life and have a collection of sombrerros...But like everybody I have to face my problems.I hate that.

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