So its been a few days since my last post....we had a 2 hour or so long talk earlier in the week, basically started talking about just random things but of course it led to us. She tells me i still have her heart and goes on to say she wants to get out from where she lives. Again tho she says she doesnt know what she wants, but her just talkin to me leads me to believe she still wants to be with me....then yesterday she texts me out the blue and then we call each other and talk for a few. We talk a lil more about random things,stuff going on with her mom and dads divorce, then it leads to me and her again. I guess we both realize we couldve done more for our relationship....she has people telling her she should just forget about me and move on, i ask her if thats what she wants and she says she doesnt listen to people she listens to her heart.....basically anything we talk about us...she says she doesnt know, but i get the feeling shes saying one thing, like she doesnt know but by the way her voice sounds she means another, like she knows she wants to be with me but its hard on her and such. Again im not calling her or texting her, im letting her reach out to me, is it the right thing? i wonder cause if i dont do these things would that not push her farther away, I really dont want to loose this girl after everything weve been through and as i said before 6 yrs and all of a sudden end it, i just dont think you could and can do that....anyways any more ideas or opinions, i would love to to hear if im doing the right thing.


Colt18