Where do I get methadone? What is it? Sounds like something I'd try. I can't even drive without being in pain, and that's like hell having my jeep I want to drive and I'm not. I've been doing ok over the last year. The last few weeks my husband and I have been walking 3 or 4 miles every weekend and I've felt it after. I told him I just can't do it anymore or at least cut back in the distance. So it's been acting up for a month but yesterday and today...I'm SUPER nervous because I know my last disk is torn and will need surgery and I've been careful not to agigate it to prolong it, I've got to get this settled down. Just when everything seems to have calmed down in my life BAM! I do NOT want to go through ANOTHER surgery.

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