Originally Posted by
Tommy 
Before anything you need to fix you. There is a big reason why you keep being unfaithful and for fear of loosing her you are willing to ask her to marry you. That would be a huge mistake, because I have a feeling you would be unfaithful again.
You said you did it when you were 21 because you were young. What is your reasoning now? "I don't know why" doesn't cut it.
You have disrespected this girl a ton, and imo she deserves better, whether better from you or someone else.
Jumping into a marriage when you obviously can't commit to a simple relationship like boyfriend/girlfriend will be a huge mistake. Marriage isn't binding, she can still leave you anytime she wants and it will end up costing you thousands of dollars.
i don't think, well i know i wouldn't be unfaithful to her again because that really would be it and she more like a best friend then just aother girl.
your right "I don't know why" doesn't cut it but i really not sure why i did it because i haven't pulled anyone else and iv been free to do what i want.
i would love to get married to her but that would be the last thing i would do to try and prove that she's the one that if she let me that is.
To the last quote before this 1 i have sent her a letter because that more from the heart and are tell you what she say's when she gets it witch should be today but im away for 2day so tell yu on monday. enjoy you weekend everyone and thanks for your help