lipp - no we dont' keep in touch, i hadn't talked to him in about a month and he IMed me trying to be friends i would assume...because he said he needed time before he talked to me again. i told him that i wasn't ready to talk because i'm still not over things tho i do want to be friends one day. he replied "no problem, that's fair enough. i'll give you your space."

so contact hasn't really been the issue...and it's not a matter of IF i'm trying to get over it because i am. it just doesn't seem to be working out the way my head would like it too. my heart just won't seem to listen.

there was actually a point i started to get frusterated with myself because i didn't know why i couldn't just be over it...because i was trying so hard. maybe trying that hard isnt' the answer...maybe time is? unfortunately i wish it wasn't taking so much of it...

vashti - well it's been about 2 months...and we dated for 1.5....so it's definately not working out that way for me haha. my 3.5 year realtionship took me a few months to get over it but i did...this jsut makes me feel weak because it's taking me so long.