This relationship is very complicated. First he broke up with me, and then we kinda got back together. There was only one weekend we were not together. But I didn't feel safe, and don't think he wants to committe, so I gave up (called it off).

For this trip, we clarified that we are friends now, but I won't deny that I still have feelings for him.

I just don't understand why he wants to go with me, why he still wants to hang out with me? Isn't it unusual?