You know? I need to vent (and I can't believe I'm doing it here). Here it goes:

A few years ago, about 5 or 6, when looking at the Internet, the blogs and all that stuff, I thought the Internet needed to be summarized, reviewed, in general, tidied up; so I started thinking on the idea of doing Heptagrama: a website made from summaries .

This week I was reading an article that says that the next evolution of the Internet would be "the verified Internet", an Internet written more by professional writers and less by amateurs (read bloggers, I guess) because the next goal would be to recover its credibility... Just what I thought 5 or 6 years ago.

I checked Heptagrama's visitors and statistics last night and I found that 20 thousand people visited the site last month, from them 9 thousand returned at least once

...and I felt the huge weight of a social responsibility over my shoulders.

I think I should stop writing and start reviewing all the site, but I'm afraid I might be acting more by reaction to this sensation of feeling under pressure than other thing. I also received two suggestions: to reorganize the site and to "open" it. I think I can restruture the site easily if needed, but opening the site would make it a second Wikipedia... how would I be able to control that!

My dream was to organize and summarize the good content on the Internet to help teachers give better education to their pupils. I decided this after being a teacher for a few years and seeing with my own eyes how ignorance can really ruin a person's life. Now the dream is coming true and I am feeling very scared. So far, I have written all Heptagrama by myself, made the web pages code by myself, dealt with the e-marketing by myself.

Now I feel I need help but I don't have a clue of where to get it. Moreover, I don't know if Heptagrama has mistakes or not, no matter how responsible I've tried to be when writing it.

Sh*t... sorry for the long post.

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