I think you should let urself cool down abit before making anymore wrong steps.. You may call her to ask but be prepared that she will not answer any of ur call..gals can react cruelly when she just simply dun wish to have any contact with you.. from the way u describe, it seems like this is causing u to be very negative.. U need more frens ard u, try to know other frens widen ur circle and cool down 1st..try to talk to someone abt ur problems and it helps! I'm not sure what is it that she tinks u dun understd abt but if u rush into things, she may just find that u are still the same old u... Be positive and move on with ur life 1st =)