Two months? You barely knew her. Your fixation on her is about YOU and some lack that you have in yourself, not anything she has to offer you. And let's get that straight, right off the bat: she has NOTHING to offer you. She broke up with you and your crazy ass is stalking her. Let's not mince words, here.

I can only imagine how scary it was to have you lurking outside her house for three hours.

You need to pull back from this and get some perspective, see yourself as others see you: you're a freaking nut job. You dated her briefly and decided to hang your entire existence on her- no wonder she wanted out- that's just too much pressure.

Your life fell apart because it was falling apart anyway, not because you lost her. You're a mess and you've decided to blame it on her, but it's not her fault- it's yours. It's completely unfair to her to decide that she's the cause of all your sorrows.

You need an intervention, NOW. You are deeply depressed and disturbed and your obsession with this girl is extremely unhealthy. You need professional help, not tomorrow, but today. Do you have any family around? Someone who could help?

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