lol you're hurting emotionally and mentally already.. don't add physical injury. you said it worked, eh? maybe it did but for a few moments.. but not exactly the kind of result you wanted for sure.

it's all in the mind. no matter how you hurt yourself, once it's still up there in your head, things wouldn't change.not even a tiny weeny bit.

i was hurting bad a few days ago. but i took the initiative to get rid of it and picked myself up, not for anyone, but for myself. now i've never felt so wonderful than those months i was in hell.lol

i started to find things that make me happy. why don't you try and start reading some of the posts here? i have laughed my ass off so many times just by reading them.. i'm sure you would too. will give you a great feeling.