as far as work last night, when I went i didn't know whether to see her or avoid her. I went ahead and stayed back in her area. When she got there she went out of her way to find me, wave and say hey. I think she was curious to see if i would be around or if i would be gone, whether or not i would be mad about her response.

I talked to her, she was there a while, we had a good relaxed conversation she seemed genuinely very happy to talk to me and that i had stuck around. I told her before she left that I wasn't mad at her and wasn't going to be. She said in her letter she still wanted to see me at work and hoped that i wasn't mad or upset.

I don't understand why she still cares to see me at work, seems very happy to see me at work, but isn't willing to give me more time away. She doesn't want me to leave but shes unwilling to give me more time, she likes being around me apparently but how is she content with so little time and it being all at the workplace?

I still have this protective trait when it comes to her, in my mind yesterday i talked to her because i wanted her to be okay and feel comfortable....i still made it more about her feelings then mine.

I just don't understand why she is concerned about me leaving her at work but she doesn't care to see me away or even talk to me away from work.