1.) I would like to introduce myself first.This year I gonna to be 20 years old while my ex-bf is gonna be 24.Last time I have been dating with my ex-bf for 1 years and 6 months.I did really love him so much..But then we have been apart for separation causes by our frequently argument has happen between us.

2.) After the separation...What I feel is sadness and bitterness of my feeling emotion when me in a relationships with my ex-bf.Then after the separation, I decide to focus in my working only.

3.) Within for a years we have been in a relationship with my ex-bf.We both are still a virgin because we did not try to having any love making.I am the one who always rejected him of doing such sex inter-course before we are really getting marriage when he really needs...

4.) Cause of this sensitive topic of sexuality matter issue has turn us up to be our arguement topic always.When we have choose to be separated this issue has been settle down and calms.After we have been split and never contact each other for 9 months...

5.) After the time has passed for 9 months...My ex-bf has make the first move to start contacting with me again.When I receive my ex-bf called, I feel abit cherish and regretting what we have did for last year ago for separating we two.

6.) When we meet back,I just treat him as normal friend only.According to my instict I feel he wanna turn up together with me to be in a relationship again...After that, we both have been coming out together for having dinner,chat and having a tea-time together frequently.

7.) He got show me some in-direct spoken word and meaning about will we try to be together back in a relationship as last time?Then...I have a think over and over.My respond is agree to accepted him back to be together.Then when we are back to be together in a relationship.He told me that after last time he has separate with me.He got find a new gf to try to observe a new relationship starting with his new gf but at last is failed he say.

8.) He told me that he has been staying with her new gf for a months and having the human life needs activity.Then he told me that he is not a virgin anymore.When I hear that my really feel pain,sorrow and sad...Cause I thought he would love me more and never try to simply find a new gf...

9.) After 1 months and 9 days we have been in a relationships...Something an unexpected has happen between us...I did love him.We are loving each other.Then I and him has happen inter-course love making in an unexpected day night.I have given my virgin toward him already...

10.) I feel fear...I don't know what to do and how should I do..?but I did really love him.After the incident...I have try to discuss with my parent...When they heard about it...They suggest me to marry to him right right now and cannot be delay anymore...I'm really indecisive right now...I duno how to speak to my ex-bf about our planning of our marriage...But I hope he will took a right responsible as a guy on me...Anyone please give me some advice how I gonna have an engagement with him to getting marriage right now..?