i don't think shes intentionally f'g with me, even thought thats kinda how its playing out.

I still think she enjoys being around me but is scared of getting attached herself. She doesn't want to take a risk or take a chance but she doesn't want to completely lose seeing me.

I'm sitting here like take the ****ing chance

its so hard for me to just say i give up on her, i know i need to...but its like i wanna give her the ultimatum without giving her an ultimatum

you want me around but your not willing to see me any other time, make up your mind one or the other. Either we can spend more time together or this is it, no more time together. I'm not asking for a committment, i've been very clear...just a little bit of communication away from work, lets SLOWLY build a friendship.

If you don't want to then fine, but don't ask me to stick around and you want me to be okay and fine with you at work and us still spend time together.