It had been a few months since I had last talked about it. I just wanted to talk about it in a nice convo with no fighting or anything.

When I have power I go crazy and fcuk everything up which I intended to be good. I'm the kinda of guy who sits back and let things go there own way. Atm I'm trying to change myself in a big way. I'm trying to be a man. To applogize about all the bad things I have done and take the punishment. I'm trying to change my lifstyle. But there is one thing I don't want to change and that is my girlfriend... I truly love her. I would do anything for her (yes you can class me as her b!tch but I'm happy with that) we both have been treated like shit all our lives. I want to give her somthing she never had... a friend, a lover, somone to talk to and if she wants to boss me around its fine with me becuse I'm used to it (childhood bullying... I'm the class A underdog of the world) I have told her that I am devoting my life to make her happy. I'm proud that I am thinking of someone eles other then myself. I used to be a selfish uptight basterd. I wouldn't even give 1 lousy doller to someone who needed it. I'm happy that I'm making a change to at least 1 person. And its the person I love

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