I tried to find a mutual friend.. but the only one she talks to is this girl.. and she won't talk to me.. and she never reply my msgs.. my gf is currently on an airplane to china rite now.. and the next time i see her will be in september.. when the new school year begins.. *sigh* i dunno.. everything went perfect.. will like few days before she's leavin.. maybe i'm doubting too much.. :p