i know it does sound crazy.. it really does... and your right it is because she is so different... oh well time wise we have spend yea only about 2 months together, so not very long, when i say move there i mean, spend a few months there and just see what its like. i know even that is not very long, but what else can be done if you find someone in another country that you feel things for... i will try and find someone here.. i know i have to.. but i want to spend more time with "her" as i know i will regret it if i do not...
we have gotten to the level of beyond friendship, becoming physical with each other, she initiated it to, she had wanted it for a long time she said.. and i had to, but i dont cross lines and take charge, which is one of my problems because, you cant get girls by being laid back, which is a surprise too to find someone that can take lead a bit.

i am 24 and have not had any sort of previous relationship, which too must be making her stick to my mind more, i just cant see that i will find someone like she is.. she is quite nerdy yet beautiful, funny, and intelligent, and she says im amazing.. aparently an amazingly good kisser to which was a surprise as i had not kissed anyone before her.... so yea i hear what your saying... i find people hard to trust.. and i would have to spend so long getting to know someone before i trust them. i have always told her everything, she is the one and only person on this earth that knows everything about me, and my weak points, my fears.

its just anoying is all. distance.... thats the bad that comes with getting to know people over the internet in other counties... i wish i could find other articles to read that people have written about their internet pals, and relationships that have taken off from them.. im sure there are hundreds!!!