i use to go through the same thing when i was younger, i grew up with a guy and knew him from the age of 6...god we use to bath together and i've always fancied him...as we grew older we were the best of friends and did everything together and by the time i was 16 i knew i was falling for him. But unfortunately we were more like soul mates and got on like a brother/ sister relationship so nothing ever happened and he ended up dating one of my best friends which was kinda hard to deal with. We still have a good relationship now but all those lovey dovey feelings are gone! I had to let go and move on as i knew nothing was ever going to come of it!