Holy crap you're good...

Yes, I'm an introvert...I'm the kind of guy that sits down and analyzes everything and tries to figure out how it works inside and out. I'm not one to talk to people. Oh and I like working on cars, and I'm majoring in Mechanical Engineering, lol.

I was just joking around about the bj. Yes it is a sexual desire brought about by fantasies. But like I said, I'm not one to go whoring myself out. What I meant was, that any sexual desire I have, I only want in a serious relationship. I'm not one to go screwing every girl that opens her legs for me. And it doesn't bother me. I have strong morals when it comes to that.

Well I wouldn't say I fail to recognize I'm on a whole different level as the guys my age. I agree with you on the fact that I'm on a whole different sync then people at my own age. It's hard to relate to people my age because well, it's college. I don't drink, and I have no intent to. I'm not the party kind of person...I find it boring to be honest. Don't like clubs, and most people in college act like they're still in high school. That's another reason I'm part of two engineering clubs at school. Because usually the people that are in them tend to be more mature and dedicated to their school work. But us engineers being introverts, the whole friends thing really doesn't go past school. So like I said I've become much more outgoing and confident with myself in this internship and I'll have to see how much I've changed when school starts up again.

I think you're right about wanting a girlfriend. I wouldn't say I haven't tried though. I have, already got shot down once. Really haven't tried much since then because well...I'm busy and not in really in school. I would agree on the financial burden of it and not having time. Relationships aren't cheap! Right now I'm working full time 5 days a week plus taking a night class 4 days a week which lasts till about 8:45pm. Weekends are usually occupied by helping parents around the house, we're remodeling one of our bathrooms. I'm actually helping right now, taking a break. And I'm also part of a club at my school that I'm still going to during summer. Plus, when I do have free time I usually spend it at the beach training for the bike tour I want to do.

I do feel like I'm emotionally ready to go dating and eventually have a relationship with someone...but logically I know I shouldn't right now because there are other priorities I have. Maybe during the school year when I've got more time. lol

Thanks Grk.