I understand J and thanks for all those little things you say about me. Makes the day go by a little brighter. ;-)
And I did feel a LITTLE rushed towards something but NOW, I don't. We talked about things and we both realized that in a perfect world, we'd have time to learn and grow. In this case we don't exactly but we still have a chance to do so even apart and we're accepting of that. We'll make do with what we can and she's ok with taking things a day at a time as long as she can THINK of the future, and I can't stop her from that of course. I think she's seen most of my "loving/compassionate" side to know how that really is, but still needs to know "imperfections/flaws/doubts" part of me because that's still me. She sees the overall package of good things that I contain, of that i'm very sure. But it's the WHOLE package I want her to see and choose to accept or not. I think that will be known in time. So as for her saying she loves me, and me back to her, I don't feel it's wrong with what we know so far. We both love the people that we KNOW of at this moment. It's wether or not we will love the whole package after knowing that person which will determine our fate.

And Cuzoe, I have had some bad ending LTR's longest was 3 years, and I wouldn't take it back. I learned so much from the bad and the pain that i'm not the same person today. I know more and it has helped me grow. Sure, I wish it was easier and didn't hurt so much at times, but I know that if you open your mind to these things that it will help you learn and grow. Everything has a purpose, even pain and sorrow. Life wouldn't be the same without them. We wouldn't value things like "love" so much if there wasn't an opposite side to it. It's only human to think that way.

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