Thanks Jules. I always look forward to your comments. Always honest even when it's something I don't want to hear, but you never hesitate to keep awake the bright side of everything including the things of me I tend to be humble about. Let's just say you're like the "anti-voice" I so need to hear sometimes. Sometimes the logical side of what I see in my life, isn't really rational. Then you come along and say what you see from a 3rd person point of view and although you think i'm great (for some reason ;-) ) you try to be unbiased in your thoughts and I appreciate that. Sometimes I need somebody else to see past my strange inner-self logic that usually tries to make me not believe in myself when I have the best things going for me at the time.

Now's the time I SHOULD be having a blast. I know soon enough, the waiting will begin but i'll enjoy so much writing her and everything. I don't have to see her to know how she feels. When I read those words, I can see her in my heart speak. But until then, these times should be special.

Tomorrow she is coming to stay with me for the weekend. This is possibly our last weekend we will be able to be together before I go to training. So whatever happens, i'm going to make the best of whatever we do.

Funny, I just got a voicemail alert and it was Betty. I'm writing this at 4:30 but the call came in at 2:30. Why such a delay? Stupid Sprint. Anyway, she just said "Hi Zac. I love you so much. I just wanted to call and say how much I miss you and that i'll be waiting for your call tonight. I love you. Bye."

And that was it. Short, simple, so very sweet. If you could hear the way she said those words. Not sexy or anything, just in the tone of someone in love. You can hear it with her, you can see it, you can feel it. It's such an amazing feeling to actuall have someone's love be so tangible without even touching them. Wow. Just...wow. :-)

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