Zekk you have a point. I know he really loves me and he's said it before that if I change my mind suddenly he would be shattered. But since we've broken up before I am not surprised if it is the case. We broke up because he thinks that he can't offer me anything more than what I have now and that I should have kids someday (he can't have any easily).

I've seen him angry before, but not at me. He didn't yell at me, he just said "go home" in a really pissed off voice. Yes it does sound like there was something waiting to explode. I'm totally shattered.