Hi again.

We broke up for good yesterday.

We had another long talk, which was not so long as the one last sunday, but we shared more information.

She said she still can't decide for sure becouse half of her wants to come back and another half is still on the vacation with that guy.
She said she could be with me, but it wouldn't be fair becouse she might think of another guy while she is with me, and she doesn't want to do that to me.

I told her she was going too fast in the first place. I told her the mistakes she was doing, and told her she obviously has some issues with her self which she has to solve before she can be ready for more serious relationship.
I offered her friendship and someone to talk to when ever she needs someone to listen or give another opinion, becouse I saw even before that her "best" friend(s) are not something I would call my best friend. They can tell everything each other, but they are not capable of sharing good advices. Instead of helping her, they were dragging her away from her problems promissing everything will be allright if she doesn't think about that. I spent 2-3 hours yesterday trying to convince her that she can't do that anymore. She's 21 and it's about time she takes some matters in her own hands.
I think she realised what I was trying to tell her, and I think I proved that she can trust me with anything.

So for now we are friends, hoping to be the best friends, and maybe back together sometime in the future, but not before she knows for sure what she wants.