The more this happens the more I laugh. Another nice girl at work has started taking interest in me. She's been acting real flirty and always does something to touch me or get near me and comes up and just starts talking to me a bunch. You know, the more I think about it the dumber this all seems. I've been in a position before where I'm hurt and push girls away and some come after me, but this is just retarded. It's over, I don't want anyone again ever. Everytime I feel that someone is interested I feel that little spark of hope again, that same hope that I used to let swell into an impossible dream full of pain just ready to pop. Now I just squash it as soon as I feel it, killing all hope of any potential relation thereafter. I think it's pretty effective, I just hope eventually people will just realize that my time for that is over and they don't waste my time anymore.

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Heit ist mein taug.