how do I know that these feelings I am having are because it is just alot of attention from different women...
You don't. But go for one anyway.
What if I am just not ready for another relationship and just thought I was...
Then later on when you find out that you're not, you tell her that you're not, and you guys break up. Since you've only been in two relationships, I'm sure it might be hard, but you'll know it has to be done.
What if this is all in my ****ing head and none of them like me at all..
Then you'll get rejected. Plain and simple.
we both do the same drugs (rarely, i mind you),
Don't fall into another scenario like you did before . . . . cause you might do them together. And then do them together a little more often . . . etc. etc. You remember how it went last time . . .
but the best thing ever is.. when I catch her looking at me I turn to her and look her straight in the eyes, and she just smiles the most beautiful smile in the ****ing universe that just makes all my life's pains go away and all I think about is her and that beautiful smile... ah, the pleasures of a smile can heal anything.
Hmmm . . . I'd say grab a beer and stick your hand down your pants quickly. I'm starting to doubt your manhood.
Luck you to. And thanks for the WB. It's great to
be back.
Rod Steele