oh wait you do that, than all MY hard efforts go unappreciated! damnit breezy! j/k you know I love you gal!
Ok~ I wish I could understand exactly how you feel, but I cant. I do with the family to some degree, but thats starting to get better...but life in general and everything around you or everyone being unappreciated? Sweetie, maybe because one factor in your life is "shitty"
that is clouding everything else? Could be ya know? Sometimes when things are down in one area everything else seems to be as well, nothing can go right...this is kinda how it works...
Heres my thought for the moment...my thoughts could change...I will check back in the morning, but for now, my suggestion is this, DONT change who you are...continue doing what you do as yourself, because the second you start changing and NOT doing those things, you will feel lessor of a person. YOU are a giving person by nature and heart, and that should make you feel GREAT as an individual. Time will pass as the unappreciation will too...dont stop just to make people realize just what a great person you are...they are at the moment just enveloped in their own little worlds, but ya know what FIRLY
that will change too, and those around you who love you and adore you and respect you will see what they've been doing, and will resume their appreciation and your efforts of being the person you are!
At times in our lives we forget the ones that we are closest too and how much they really mean to us, we take them for granted without a thought until something happens. I read somewhere that the date of your birth and your death date shouldnt mean shit, but the dash in the middle should count! So~you have already in your 21 years of life have set and made some huge impacts on your surrounding friends and family. I know for the moment things seem like shit, but know, these people you speak of...they do care about you, and the wind youre pissin in? Well the direction of the wind will change and you wont get pissed on anymore! For God is watching over you...and He knows what youre going through...look to Him. He will get you through this and this troubling time in your life, have faith in your friends and family and co~workers.
Ya know, I am so going to take my own advice on this one...never mind, my mind wont change. I stick with this thought. KEEP TRUE TO YOURSELF!
