He called me last night. We chit-chatted then he told me he had to get something off his chest and talked about how he's been developing feelings for me and is uncomfortable about it bcuz he dones't want to be in a heavy duty relationship.. particularly with me (I guess based on our previous experience). He said he loves having sex with me but is starting to feel torn up afterwards. He said he's thought a lot and wondered if we could be platonic but he thinks that will drive him crazy as well. He asked if we could take a break for a while and come back together later and see where things were at. I said no (interestingly, I had asked the same of him last year and he said no and that it's over if I want to).

I told him he could have spared me a lot of pain had he said he was never interested in being exclusive. I asked if it was true. He said yes. I asked what possessed him to agree to it.. did he think I wouldn't see him otherwise? He said it's how he's been with all previous gfriends and yes he didn't think I would see him otherwise too but in his heart he didn't want to be.

What's the dealio? Is he afraid of being hurt? just doesn't want to be monog? or just bullshitting me???
AAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!