ok, so he reckons he has really changed, from what i have heard from him, he seems to, even the way he is towards me is different, we want to try an get to know each other again from fresh, he says he really cares about me, in the past week i have thought twice that he is an idiot and that he hasn't changed, then straight away he said something that just put a smile back on my face and showed me he is different. maybe he is only doing it for the sex, but i suppose i will have to find out the hard way! I do know though that it will be hard, i just do have so many feelings for him..... it might hurt me more not to be with him this way.?