Finally. I've wanted her back for more than two months. And it's not going to happen. I accept that. I am now seeing another girl who lives about 6 or 7 miles away, and have started my friendship with Jessica over. I still love her, and I always will, but I can't have her. And I know that now. If it is as some of you say "Meant to be" then we will get together in the future, but I've decided to live in the present. I've fixed my problems and tailored my personality to my own individual liking, and **** everyone who doesn't like it!
So like I said, I might get a girlfriend soon!
Thank you everyone, you know who you are!
