And I hope I'm not scaring you.[/quote]
ok, you are a bit. i just think that when he doesn't write back, that it's all over, you know, i am not good at the whole relationship thing, and as i said, he is in the army, and we said we would see what happens. he has told me i am the only one he wants to be with. i shouldn't think like this. like i know tonight i am probably going to end up in a wreck again, if i could just leave him for a couple of days, but i am too scared i am gonna lose him. i had a relationship for 3 years, and i let that slip through my fingers in a matter of seconds, i always said i would fight for what i wanted, even though i don't have to fight, i feel that i might have to, i don't know.