I don't want sympathy - I want to know if I should talk to her or not... She isn't happy in that relationship tho - well to an extent she is.. I made her happier, and her and I both know it. He has been gone since before Christmas - in jail at that. They've only spent about 2 months together in person. Maybe 2 months before that they talked on the internet. And now for almost a year he has been in a California jail.

Her and I have two kids together, and I know she still has SOME feelings for me. I just don't know whether or not I should talk to her.

You know what... forget it. I dont even know why I posted this. I already know in my heart I should go talk to her. I'll regret it later in life if I dont. Even if she turns me down.. at least I'll know its too late. I just want to at least know.

This is not a thread for sympathy. How come everyone thinks I want sympathy ? I hate sympathy. I show none and I expect none from ya'll.

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Yeah... That's right.

-Billy