thanks alot. i just needed to hear some kind words about it from anywhere. he's been gone for 4 days and it's been driving me crazy. i wouldn't have every gone through this with anyone but him. i told him that. the fact that he was nothing but honest with me was admirable and something i look for in guys. i was not going to break it off with him b/c he was being honest. so now i sit and wait till atleast tuesday when he comes home. its just so hard.