i belive in love and that it does exist. here is my story to share with you. i must tell you that i love myself and my son that for me is true love and true self worth. like you i have lived alot and done alot many guys have come and gone i am still young and i have not lost sight. i do know that relationships take work and communication. sometimes its best to be by yourself for a while this is a good thing. you need to give yourself time to heal, dont sell yourself short ever...there is more to life than just love!( school, travel, sports, nature friends) oh and just because you love someone or you are both think you are in love does not mean that its right.
for me i have seen tasted touched my true love and lost it all very suddenly and it still hurts like hell. our last night together was like we knew that it was the last, and it was. i will never be the same but i belive in love the love that we had the love that we still feel, in me there will always be a special place for him and all our memories... i remember one day telling him that all i cared about was the now the time that we had now, those three years in love were the fasteset ever, time went buy so fast i thought i was going to have more time I was wrong we did live evryday like it was our last but somtimes i wish we would have had more time. he visits me in my dreams ever so often.
even though my heart shattered into pieces i still belive in love i always will i am in love now and you knwo what you never know what the future shall bring or what can change sometimes people change and thats ok. just proceed with caution dont go looking in all the wrong places trying to satisy a lonely need and i truly belive that you must love yourself first and when you do everyhting starts to fall into place. take care of you & take a break. blue