hi guys,

well the truth is that i have met someone else, i didn't just tell him that for the sake of it. The thing is i have NEVER told him about any other guys before, he was always telling me he had met someone else and i was always the one to be pushed away, but some feeling i had told me to just tell him and see what he would say, i didn't want to make him jealous or anything, i just wanted him to know, and he didn't even write back straight away, he did in the middle of the night, he just said when we both had time we shoould talk. that was it, i know he cares about me, and i know i care a billion times more about him than he does about me, i just don't want to lose him as a friend or anything else. i know i am worth better, but just at this moment he is all i really want, i guess time will tell....