I already did a post about this but I seriously need help. I had been with this girl for about 9 months. It was the most special relationship I've ever had. For whatever reason, I treated her badly towards the end of it. Like pretty badly, I called her mean stuff for no reason. Picked on her religion, didn't tell her I loved her when she said she loved me (even though I did and still do). So she just stopped caring about me a month ago or so she acted, then shortly after she left me. We don’t talk EVER anymore, I IMed her the other day on AIM and said "hey how are you?" and she just logged off. I spent 5 hours on a letter for her and I emailed it to her and she didn't get it. I asked her if she did and she said no, so I asked her if I could give it to her and she said she would rather I not. Its been a month since she dumped me. I don’t know how to win her back. I don’t see how she could fall out of love with me. It was the kind of love between two people that is really strong I mean you guys probably have been there, the kind that you feel safe thinking about a future with. I know she felt the same way, I don’t understand how she could just fall out of love and stop caring COMPLETELY. I don’t know what to do I need her back and I don’t know what to do. It hurts worse each day, more then it did a month ago. Everyone says leave her alone, and give her some time, but ive given her lots of time. What do I do? I love her more then the world and the only thing I want in my life is a relationship with her. You can IM me on AIM if you want my screen name is: "Aint Found a Way". This is her profile on AIM:

TAKE THE HINT BELOW

wont give it up
its not me you're waiting for
stop waiting
give it up give it up dont fall for the same things

It doesnt hurt me
you wanna feel how it feels
you wanna know?
know that it doesnt hurt me
you wanna hear about the deal im making

You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile