ok.. sorry to dig this up.. but I have to come clean.

About a week ago .. I was hanging out with a bunch of friends. This guy I work with, invited me over to a friends house to help finish off a keg from the night before. There were about 8 people there.. watching the game.. shooting the shit talking about all sorts of things.. just having a good time.

Well..it was getting late and I have to get up kinda early from work so I said my goodbyes and my friend walked me to my jeep.

WE flirt all the time. Its mutual. I have no idea if it was the beer.. ( I was sober he was kinda drunk) .. or what.. but he gave me a really passionate kiss and I didnt push him away. Anyway, one thing led to another and we fooled around .. but we never had sex.

The thing is .. he is married .. and well, like I said .. I was the sober one and I have no regrets about it but I am feeling like I have no "closer" either .. if that makes sense. I am not one of those people who hops into that kinda of thing lightly and now I am having feelings for him...

I need some good advice here. I feel like I need to talk to him and at the very least explain whats going on in my head but I dont want him to get "wierd" either? Any suggestions?

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