oh man.. I am so there... its not that I am inlove with him.. ( obviously he is married) .. but we have a connection that I cant seem to break. IT sucks .. I know how you feel and I think the thing is we are still friends even after .. well.. after the ineveitable I guess, its just different now. And we dont talk about what happened at all. Its almost like.. it never happened.. :sad: .. honestly, it hurts. I have no idea what the future holds for us or why it happened in the first place, but I am glad that I have him in my life. He is a wonderful man. I know, i know.. How can he be wonderful if he cheated on his wife? Well, thats a good question but he has always been good to me. I know that in the future, I know better and what happened was wrong.. but I love the memory anyway. I dont know if that helps but I just want you to know that I understand.

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