| For quite a while after the breakup with my ex I did. The reason being, is I'm unsure of how much/if she actually values that I gave her my virginity. And that's something (for some reason) I always thought was important.
Don't get me wrong, she's actually the only person I've ever been in love with, so maybe its appropriate, that my first love also be my *first*. In that sense I think its good.
In retrospect I would have done things differently. Not saying I wouldn't have slept with her. Just maybe not as soon...or such.
Also as a side, this forum has allowed me to let go of whatever regret I may have had, more then I could ever have imagined!!! |