thanks for both of your comments.

LTsK8eR2gO, well both of you really, if only it was as easy as it sounds, to go find a woman who's still a virgin or has never been in a relationship. frankly, nowadays all the good ones have been in a relationship, and most of them probably arent virgins. And dating around some... i just dont even know where to begin. I hardly ever even see women anymore im attracted to or interested in dating and possibly pursuing a relationship with. Even if I did see one, or meet one (another huge problem, how the hell do I meet them), its more than likely she wouldnt be interested anyway. Sometimes I don't even understand why, but I just know that women aren't interested in me for some reason.

Maybe its cuz my standards are too high, but I have so much trouble lowering them. I mean my ex didn't just meet my standards, she raised them. She was gorgeous, and smart, and cute, the kind of girl whom I know for the most part wouldn't give me a second glance. If I could even see a girl like that I'd try, but I never do. It's just so hard for me, I don't know why it is.