god damnit guys!!
it ****ing happened again! she likes him--once again. he's her band buddy and she spent all day friday with him. it seems like every time she does she ****ing ****ing ****ING likes him again! i found out this morning. i sent her lots of love letters and she didn't send anything back. of course it was a short time period between when i sent it and her not sending anything back. but i hacked her email address and looked in her email and she was sending herself emails.. weird, but i bet it was to somebody who was also reading her email (maybe she gave her pw out to somebody i guess anyways)
this is what it said:
hey ok. quick update...idk how to x-plain it well..but i like this guy still that i used to love and please dont do the typicall " shes 2 young to know" belive me on this..but i also hav really strong feelings for nick ( my boyfriend) who has never really had anyone care about him. his home life is not satisfying. and its not that i dont care about him, im just not over the other guy (who likes someone else. he told me. how sweet. haha j/k) but yeah..and the other guy is my pearce band buddy, so i spent all this friday with him, and nick is in Atlanta..and i just dont know if i should try and ignore it, or tell him or what. i dont want to hurt nick.
any suggestions?
-megan
> thanks for being a listening ear
megan **** <****@yahoo.com> wrote:
alright, to sum it up, all i can say is, besides what mom told you about Nick, theres someone else. so in a way its kinda like choosing between 2 people. I dont really want to say more right now. ill talk to you soon.
'night
-megan
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i hate those ****ing yahoo ads too. and son of a bitch man!! if she leaves me for that worthless ****.. seriously omg i just bought her a stuffed animal when i was in atlanta..
last night i just had the worst feeling we were gonna break up or some shit and it brought me to tears. i had no idea why we were very pleasant on the phone before then. and ME of all people to be crying?! what the ****!! i ALWAYS am stable to hold shit in! i was sexually abused from ages 6 to 8 and i held that in for 8 years and i told my dad a few months ago.
THIS SUCKS!!!!!!
..DICK!
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and i'm smart enough to not get mad at her like the above. i'll be generous, kind, giving, and all the rest of that ****ing shit!
thanks for the help
