HI all, and thanks for replying. I wanted to give you an update on everything that had happened.
Jay and I broke up on Friday night/saturday morning. I was crushed and heart broken like any girl would be. And I am sad to say that yes drinking dulls the pain. But my wekend looke dup some also.
Sunday Jay called me and invited me to dinner to talk. So we drive around for a bit talking, and I told him I was willing to help him any way I could cause I loved him deep down. He surprised me by reaching in his pocket and handing me a white chip. On the chip it had written "1 day at a time, 24 hours", I almost started crying. I had watched him drink himself silly everyday of our relationship and he ifinally woke up and started going to AA. I know its not like everything is better, but it's a giant step cause he admits he has a problem and he's trying to get help. he apoligued for all the times he dind't treat me right, and thought were still broken up he wants to see if things will work outlaster on, he wants to concentrate on getting help, and I told him i'd be there for him 100%.

So I am all happy, but still heart broken.

Amye