I talk to her so often since I rarely get to see her. For medical reasons I do not drive. So in order to see her I have to get a ride up to the city where she is or she has to come here. And her car is a clunker. She hates taking it anywhere.

If anyone is wondering.. YES we have met in person and yes we have been alone. I first met her in person 1 week after meeting her on the net. No sex. Just hanging out. I have not seen her in person for awhile.


She hasn't told me she loves me or anything but she tells me I am very special to her. She calls me first when she has a fight with her mom or something. I know she is interested in me since she calls me every day. ( Usually a few times a day. )

Well ... I mean why else would you call someone that much? I am not forcing her to call me. She calls me to update me on what is going on with her family. She calls me on her 15 minute break at work. She calls me on her 30 minute lunch break. She calls me "hunny".

Calling me "Hunny" is a definate way to let me know she is interested in me. Either that or she is an evil person ( hehe) playing me.

But I am a full time student ( again), I have almost no money right now. She knows all this. She isn't getting anything from me by making me believe she has feelings for me. The most I have done for her is she was outta money one day a week or so ago while she was in between jobs... she was hungry. So I called the pizza place there and placed an order with my debit card and told them she would pick it up. So I bought her supper. And I wasn't even there.. Hehe. We talked about how to let the pizza place let me order and pay via phone and let her pick it up. I told them a fib. I told them I was in onme car and my girlfriend is in another and I had the card so I wanted to pay anf she would pick it up. She did not have any problem with me referring to her as my girlfriend. A few days ago she was calling places looking for an apartment. She had a whole list of #s to call. So I called a few for her. She said " Just tell them your woman is looking for a new place." I told her " I didn't know I owned you".... She obviously is interested or wants me to think she is.

Its not like I am rich and she is trying to get my money. This is why I believe she is interested in me.


This thing with this guy "C" is gonna drive me crazy. She told me today he wants her to go see his parents with him tomorrow. He lives 2.5 hours from her. So he wants to pick "K" up, go see his parents, drive "K" home and drive back home. That is 10 hours of driving for him.

And why does he want to do all this? The family reunion/campout that is in a few weeks...She told me his parents want to meet this person he wants to take with him to the reunion/campout before they say its ok for her to go.

So I told her today that it seems odd for a guy to ask a girl to go meet his parents ( and lets not forget the approx 10 hours of driving it will cost him ) unless he is interested in her. And I don't ever remember hearing of a girl agreeing to meet the parents unless they were dating.

She said " "C" and I are only friends" She said it in a tone of voice like I didn't believe her when she told me that before or something. So I told her I do trust her.. I don't trust guys. She said " I don't know what else to say... don't be mad its only for 1 day"


So she is going to meet "C's" parents tomorrow and then ( if all goes well tomorrow ) going camping with them in a couple weeks.

She swears all these guys are only "friends" and she knows I have feelings for her. I told her point blank. I wanted to see if it would scare her.. or if it would bother her at all.... It doesn't seem to phase her.


And she knows I notice when she calls me "honey".

I don't want to accuse her of anything.. I have no proof she is lying to me. I feel bad even writing that. I am not sure if I think she is lying about "C" or not. I don't want to accuse her then find out it was exactly like she says it is.


Still Confused............