I got so sad reading your post. Please do not hurt yourself. And please know you are worth more than any boy can ever make you feel!!

I think that you are a little over-worried, but many girls your age (I am guessing your age here) are this way and a supporting guy would understand and be flattered that you are jealous. However, if you get too jealous, you will ruin a relationship. Even if you don't show the jealousy, but you have it, you will ruin it. If the jealousy is warranted--he is hugging others or teasing you--then be honest about it and maybe be ready to move on.

I think your "jealousy" is just fear. You seem too scared to lose him. I know what it feels like; you would not know where to begin or how your life could function with out him. But it has to!!! No life can be dependent on another for happiness, self-worth, etc. I know that if he wasn't your boyfriend everything could be just fine. You may actually be happier--at least you would not have this huge fear. So, I suggest that you start by decreasing your fear of losing him, that will help with the jealous.

I cannot say this enough or as strong as I would like...but I am sure that you are an amazing person. You should never settle and have every right to be happy. Please take care of yourself and best of luck.