hey guys--i had a change of plan. i was on Yahoo! MSGer w/ blue and she said so be extremely strong and secure and always do the right thing. i agree--but last night was a disaster. i went to sleep crying because i couldn't keep my mind off of her and my parents FINALLY shut their light off and went to sleep. i snuck downstairs and turned my computer on and started chatting with her. i told her i was done feeling pain w/ her and it was gonna stop NOW. she told me to call her immediately and i did. i bitched her out about EVERYTHING she did wrong with no pity whatsoever or guilt of any sort.

she tried to guilt trip me and started crying about how hard it was for her when she doesn't call me because she's extremely busy and i said "dude it doesn't bother me, but when you do it doesn't hurt to say 'i love you' once a month, does it?" dude--she realized crying wasn't working and stopped at once. i'm serious, she straightened up IMMEDIATELY and now we're both on an excellent level and things are goin' great.

what do i do now? just act normally? what did i do wrong and what should i do differently next time?