kanazaki..didn't you have a problem before where you lost your bf?? well.. to be honest, your problem is that your are always trying to please your bf. this is where you need to stop. you bf is taking advantage of you because he knows that you're afraid to lose him. and with him temper, he knows that you'll never answer back to him.

also, you're afraid to be alone. however, being alone and single isn't the biggest problem of your life. it's living a stupid lie. i'd rather be single and happy, as opposed to having a gf who treats me like shit. sometimes, you have to look outside the bigger picture and weigh the positives and the negatives. sometimes, you need people to tell you LEAVE YOUR BF, or else, you'll never think to leave.

raverboy

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