what should i do to regain my lover. we started talking to each other back in april and started seeing eadch other shortly thereafter. 2 weeks ago someone told her husband about us seeing each other. he had been abusive to her in the past and also to her 2 boys. she always told me that she loved me forever and for always but now she will not call or email me or talk to me.

what can i do to try and regain her love?

she threatened to leave him several times after we started seeing each other but now says she can't due to her children.
i could provide for them better that they are being provided for now and i dearly love her and miss her so much that it make me feel like a worthless, no good for nothing person, and like a piece of trash since she will not talk to me anymore.

i need to know what to do to get her back.