shit no he will never be ale to make it up never! you know how i know cuz i have been thru this shit and it gets tiring the constant trying to make it up the sorrys the getting on the knees crap all that abuse and you cannot let him do it anymore..and to be honest here eventually you will become so bitter torwards him and things will be worse. That tough person is in you. you have lost yourself in this a hole of a guy, its easy to get lost but just listen to me that strong person is in you and striving to come out! Let her out. BE the real you not who he wants you to be... you are not weak