I understand what you´re saying... that´s exactly how I used to think. But to say it in short, she is even more crazy about meeting eachother than I. She´s always broke though, you cannot imagine what kind of a trouble it was to make a three week meeting financially arranged last month. She is out from school next year and we plan to move together in my city, and with my bad women experiences in the past.. I don´t think I have chances to get a better laydee. I know that she loves me, that´s all she talks about.. she says she will wait me for the rest of her life if she has to. What does that wants to say...?
I am probably too attached to let go anymore, it should have been done earlier. She would not believe if I´d say... "I´ve changed my mind about this relationship, I don´t want to wait anymore, I have to let you go". Not a way to end a relationship.

Thanks anyway.