Things did change pretty much after her parents went away! During the 2nd year she hung out with her friends more which I thought was cool as I still saw her and she was getting work done! I'm not sure if she's going to move to Thailand!

When her parents moved the change did creep in I think it's because her family are real close. I mean she said the reason for the break up wasn't another guy as she doesn't want a boyfriend yet but was due to wanting to totally hang out with her friends and do her dissertation (which i do understand). She was saying that i'm a perfect boyfriend and it wasn't my fault and she wants to be friends but if I don't want to she definetly wants me to contact her in August after Uni?

Another weird thing is when I told her I was ok with talking to her and not hurting so much she started crying?? I really don't get that! As it made me have to go straight back into Boyfriend mode to cheer her up and boost her confidence.

I'm cool with the break up (well not cool it hurts but am ok with knowing that life is life) I mean you gotta let the bird out the cage and if it flies away it was never yours but if it returns it'll be yours forever.

And I text her recently and said we could go out for one last meal on Sunday when I drop of her stuff but I don't want to do that now either as I text her a couple of days ago and she hasn't really bothered texting back. The thing is I don't really need a friend like that! Don't get me wrong I will drop the stuff off! But the meal thing I don't think I want to do anymore.

The question is I was like her bestfriend when we were together but thats mainly due to us actually going out with each other now were not and I'm just not sure whether to be friends with her. I mean I don't want to be some devious type of bloke who is only hanging around to get her back as that direspects both her and the relationship we had but if we weren't friends I honestly would be fine with that as it would help me finish healing. Also how the hell have I become alright so quickly I'm not interested in anyone else and I'm not with anyone else so why am I pretty cool about all this?